The past two days have reminded me of something I promised myself years ago when I shifted the direction of my career: I would always find a way to give back in a meaningful way through environmentalism.

This weekend, that commitment came full circle.

Finishing My Training

Yesterday, I officially completed one of my required courses—Methods of Teaching Environmental Education. Sitting in that room surrounded by passionate professionals, I realized once again that my path is a little different. Many of the participants were there because it was part of their job: city and county employees, advocacy group staff, or college students preparing for their next steps.

For me, it was more personal. I wasn’t just there to check a box—I was there because reconnecting with the environment has always been part of who I am. I found myself drawn to conversations with others trying to make a living from their expertise and passion for the natural world. The more we talked, the more excited I became about how my own background and skills could complement their work.

Mud Fest & Community Connection

Fast forward to today: Mud Fest. I showed up wearing my signature hiking hat—the same one that’s become a bit of a fixture on our adventures—and something unexpected happened. Not once, but twice, people stopped me to say they were part of our group and excited to see what we’re building. For a moment, I almost felt famous.

Beyond that, I had the chance to connect with city officials and start conversations about possible partnerships. These discussions weren’t just about completing my Criteria V work—they were about bigger things: engaging underserved communities, helping children discover the joy of the outdoors, and creating spaces where families can fall in love with the world around them.

Remembering Where It All Started

On the way home, I told Nick that the whole experience reminded me so much of my early days as a Source Water Protection Specialist with the Missouri DNR. Outreach events like this used to be a core part of my job, but most people in my current season of life don’t know that side of me.

They don’t know that I once traded sorority rush for drinking beer in the woods, or that I used to meet friends at the McDonald’s on Rural Road with $20 for gas money in exchange for weekend adventures. They might not realize that I studied Archaeology, Environmental Studies, and Native Studies, or that I even worked as an archaeologist before shifting into different roles.

This journey isn’t about becoming someone new. It’s about returning to a version of myself that’s always been there—one that hasn’t always been loud, but has always been present.

Looking Ahead

As Bear embarks on his Kindergarten journey, I can’t help but reflect on how lucky I was to grow up in a family that instilled a love of the outdoors and adventure in me. That foundation shaped my life in ways I’ll never stop being grateful for.

Now, it’s my turn to pass on that same legacy. I want my boys to know the freedom of exploration, the beauty of nature, and the responsibility of giving back. This is the work I feel called to do—not just for my family, but for the community and the world we share. 🌎💚